Thursday, October 9, 2008

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Sometimes it feels like I'm surrounded by people with huge ego's, and huge personalities. They put themselves forward, act with confidence, promote themselves and their abilities. I'm not like that. I don't want to be like that. But sometimes it feels like I'm invisible, hidden by the loud, brash voices around me.

I don't see why I should have to talk about what I can do when I have already explained it. I don't feel like I have to prove anything. I know what I can do, put me on the job, and my abilities will speak for themselves. Talk is cheap and bullshit walks.

So then why do I let myself feel insecure and cowed compared to the big talkers. I have my quiet dignity. I have my inner knowledge, why should I have to hang it on my sleeve?

I don't need to be like them, I don't like their big, bold attitudes. I like honesty, and being down to earth, I dislike show-offs. Why should I have to adopt their brassiness to prove what I can do? I won't do it. I'm keeping it real, that's the way I am, that's the way I choose to be.

illustrations via kl sadako

Wednesday, October 1, 2008